Hear me now lover of the light
my hands are tight, do you hear my plight
Hear my words, their mine, my intentions are pure, I’m asking of you as I feel unsure.
I struggle my Lord, its my leap of faith, which I haven’t found, losing my fears and not hiting the ground.
Losing my balance, I wobble a lot, it seems
I look for the answers I’m losing the plot.
It’s what I have, that I know that count, the basics, not the debts and bills that mount.
Why must life be a struggle and rewards be few, I try to be as honest as I can be and help those that true.
Why must I sit here and cry, feel the anger and hurt, that rip and tear and that sever so deep they never repair.
Leave scars of anguish of sadness and pain, that always reside, always remain.
I summon you up inside my mind, hoping you will hear me, hoping you will find
a small frightened boy trying to fight out, in a society so wrong in a society that’s not right.
Ive looked for the answers, I can’t find them no where, I’ve looked all around, there not always there.
I’m stagment, I’m still, a pond with no breeze, no ripple no movement, nothing even from the trees.
I focus, I’m aware, I’m fighting my fears, I’m alone , I’m frightened sat only with my tears.
What must I do for you to carry my weight, to guide me, to love me to change who I hate.
For the moment I’ll be still, I listen for the sound, I meditate, I’m one, I’m beinging to ground.
Your power is pure, your strength is so strong, how ever did I feel that you had left me, you were gone.
Shine me your light, and I’ll let it all in to, you don’t know the strain and stresses I’ve been through.
Yes you have, you say, you’ve been here the whole time, holding my hand, stroking my hair, telling me all will be fine.
I’m grateful to you, the magic you process
I’m back on my path, I’ve made a note of it father I must never regress.
Ive faltered, I know, I’ve knocked on your door, to find help and harmony in your love once more.
It has always been open, never has it shut, I know this now, I feel it in my heart and my gut.
We will walk again and remain hand in hand and we will walk together through the beaches in the beautiful sand.
That’s where I found you, admist the sea breeze and air, the bird life, the rocks, the waves, you were there.
Thank you.